Wo Pehle Mulakat

aaj bhi taja hai wo pehli mulakat,

jab khud ko kho ke maine tujhko paa liya tha,

yaad banke use maine jehan mein kahin khone na diya,

baki kisso ki traha usko basi hone na diya,

ek haseen ehsaas tha wo,

yu to sabhi they mere pass,

par tu mila to laga jaise kuch adhoora tha jo pura ho gaya,

uss ek he pal mein kitne he jazbaat they mann mein,

ek khushi thi jise mere sharm ne Dhaka tha,

or ghabhrahat ne kuch kehne na dia tha,

udd rahi the sapno ke pankh lagaye,

mano jase khuda jannat zamein pe le aaye,

tumse najar bacha ke tumhe dekhte they,

apne khawbo ko pura hota dekhte they,

mere khwabo ki tabeer tha tu,

mera khuda mera allah mere jaan tha tu,

tumne jo hath mein hath liye  wadein kiye they,

mere liye to jase saat phere liye they,

har phere ki ek kasam thi or use nibhane ki ek rasm thi,

na jane kya hua tha,

dunia palat gayi thi ya mere nazrein badal gayi thi,

par kuch to tha,

garmi ki dhoop na jalti thi,na sardi ki thand padti thi,

bas ek ehsaas jinda tha tere sath hone ka,

hawaein bhi kaano mein kuch keh jati,

tanhai mein mjhe ched jati,

chand kabhi itna pyara na lgaa tha,

na kabhi chandni ki thandak ka ehsaas kia tha,

tujhse mile to sab samjh aa rha tha tha,

chand ka chandni se milna,

baharo mein phool ka khilna,

tarraon ki barat ka chalna,

ghadi ki tik tik mein bhi sangeet sa lagta tha,

or ye mann bhi kuch bechain sa lagta tha.

Mann

baadlo ke paar jane kya takta hai,

apne he khyalo main bhatkata hai,

mere dil se bhi ladta hai,

dono he mere hai,mann ko manu to dil ruth jae

dil ki sunu to mann na mane,

khud se he ladne ko majbur kar deta hai,

to kabhi kis or par mir mit ta hai,

kabhi barf ke gole pe,

kbhi salmaan ke dole pe,

kitni baar sambhalu ise har baar hath se fisalta hai,

na jane kitne sapne sajata hai ,

pal bhar mein bdal jata hai,

abhi khush hai to agle he pal udas ho jata hai,

log  puchte hai mujhse aise kyu hu mein,

or uspe mera jwab yahi hota hai…..

MERA TO MANN HE AISA HAI

MAA....(Dedicated to my loving mom)

kehne ko to ye shabd bohut chota hai,

par iske maayne utne he badien,

tu mere liye kya hai tujhe kabhi bta na pyungi,

par tu maa hai, mere ankhon se sab samjh jaege,

mere jindangi ko apna tajurba diya hai tune,

or mere udaano ko pankh,

bohut baar mann hua…

kabhi tujhse lipat ke roo jau,

apne mann ki har ek bat keh jau,

kabhi dost banker apne kisse btau,

mujhe kaun pasand hai tujhse na chipau,

to kabhi apni shrarto se tujhe satau,

to kabhi ek beti banker tera naam kar jau,

tej dhoop mein tere aanchal mein chip jau,

yaad hai mujhe…bachpan se leke aaj tak mere dost rahi hai tu,

mere har musibat mein mere sath ladi hai tu,

kabhi daat ke samjhaya to kabhi pyaar se,

mere bimari mein raat bhar jagi hai taki mein aram se so jau,

mere shaadi ka soch ke mere gale lag jate hai,

“MAI KAHIN NA JAYUNGI” mere ye kehne pe kehti hai,

“TUJHE PASS BHI NA RAKH PYUNGI, LAADO”  

Na jane kitni baar mere liye papa se ladi hai,

Apni he bat pe  adi hai,

Tu mere liye sab kuch hai…

Mere wo dharti hai jispe pe chalti hu bina dar,

Or wo aasman jisme udti hu befikar.

Unpredictable love

ek wakt tha ghanto intejaar kiya karta they,

tere aane ki rah taka karte they,

ek tere aahat se dil ki dhadkan thum jati thi,

or chehre pe bina baat he muskaan aa jati thi,

taraon (star) se tere batein karte karte raat kat jati thi,

or suraj ko chidate they,tu to dub jata hai

par wo hamesha mere andar kahi jagmagata hai,

tab ye malum na tha kachi dor se ye rishte yu he tute jate hai,

ek phone na ane par jhagda kar jate hai,

or bad mein pachtate hai ,kyu ladi mai

phir sochte hai dus bhane unhein manane ko,

par wakt ke sath sab badal jata hai,

shabdo mein bayaan na ho pane wala pyar ek msg mein simat kar reh jata hai.

Ab to ye alam hai ki,

Yaadon se dur jate bhi nahi,

or hakkekat mein pass aate bhi nahi,

Oro ke liye rehte hai rat din,

Hmare liye muskrate bhi nahi.

ZINDAGI

zindagi  yu to nakaam na thi kabhi,

kabhi hum bhi daudte they sapno ke aagein,zindagi chakhne ke shauk mein

gubbaro si rang birangi the dunia,

buddhi  ki baal se meethi,

Or Shrarato se chulbuli,

Par sab na jane kha kho gya,

Sab rango ko ek rang kha gya,(black)

Mithaas bhi kuch pheeki  si pad gyi hai,

Sapne pure hone se pehle he tute jate hai,

Or thoda thoda kar mujhe bhi  tode jate hai,

Himmat kehti hai rukja par,

 Maa himmat bandhati hai or kehti hai badja

Apne sapno ko yu harne nhi dete,

Zindagi mein kayi mode ayenge,

Unse ladna hai or apne sapno ko pura karna hai,

Kyunki behjana he zindagi hai or ruk jana kuch bhi nahi.